So sad….

Exam is over and now….its holiday…

but unlike the old days,

holiday isn’t so good for me anymore…

Everybody talks about how many Angpow they will get,

and i can only stay home,

staring at the computer, mostly surfing the internet and play games….

And I am starting to feel lonely when playing.

Nobody can play together with me,

because of their "busy schedules",

and honestly….

The time i feel different from others the most is when Chinese New Year….

I feel the difference in traditions,

and i feel that how nice is it to have relatives nearby….

Some might say their relatives are far away,

but they still get to see them.

But for me….it is just a dream…

 

At the old days,

Everyone is so playful and they had time to play with me.

Now, i feel that everyone is getting more attached to studies.

Studying is good, I don’t deny it….

But I just can’t get used to it….

Maybe because of the changed environment,

I am trying to be more aggresive in studying….

But doing that after 1 month…

I am starting to get tired….

Sometimes…I still feel very curious….

–WHY am I at S1?

   Am i suitable?

 

Who knows…..?

 

I might get the answer at the end of the year…..haha…

 

 

P.S: Writing in english feels not bad….but i wish i could write in chinese…..My com how come cannot install Chinese Star…T_T